Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I know there are a few of you out there that I haven't told this to, and I hope you forgive me. This has all been pretty hard, I hope you understand. Firstly, we're all OK. I know that first couple sentences sounds like someone died. Well, I guess we're all physically OK. Bryan made the decision at the end of July that he didn't want to fight for our marriage anymore. The problems arising out of my stressful job, and our inability to communicate were not getting any better, and so he decided we were done. He moved out in the middle of August and Alayna and I moved in with my parents. (And I can't thank them enough) We are doing well here. Alayna's room is very pretty without being too "Disney Princess". My room is a perpetual mess, but it's comfortable. We are happy here for now. The second half of the drama is that a week after Bryan made his little announcement, my employers at the crappy, stressful job decided that they needed a fall guy for me missing some important things while I was trying to keep up with 4 people's jobs. So I was on the hunt for a job at the same time as I was trying to figure out who I am, what I want, and what I'm going to do with a wonderful, if needy four year old. The good news is that I started my wonderful new job in the middle of September, and it's going very well. I have good, friendly co-workers, supportive management, and I don't have to beg the boss for paper to print my reports. So, that's why I haven't posted anything new since August. I will eventually get my computer re-hooked up, and start sifting through for some more good stuff to post. Bear with me.